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  from heartache.

  from it, stronger.

  from pain, came this.

  from that to now.

  from voices, we evolve.

  further from truth.

  g.

  give, receive.

  guide me.

  h.

  harsh lessons.

  healthy spirit.

  hell in mind.

  her silence, a sign.

  higher up.

  his confusion.

  hoarding of the past.

  i.

  i feel both entirely.

  i now know.

  i see a lifetime in brown eyes.

  i witnessed.

  imitation.

  in daydreams.

  in gardens we wait.

  in poetry.

  in the ashes of.

  in your lips.

  inner, deeper.

  inspired self.

  internal blaze.

  internet trolls.

  intro.

  introvert I.

  introvert II.

  introvert III.

  introvert IV.

  introverted war.

  it gets better, hold on.

  it lives there.

  it’s evident.

  j.

  January 10th.

  January 1st, 8:55 p.m.

  January 1st.

  January 4th, 5:43 p.m.

  January 7th, 8:26 a.m.

  January 7th, 8:49 p.m.

  jealousy, all-consuming.

  k.

  k–12.

  killing the cycle.

  kingless.

  knowing you.

  l.

  late December love.

  learned lessons.

  less.

  let us begin, love.

  life jacket.

  lights.

  little Raymond.

  live your own life.

  looking glass.

  love :22.

  love is many things.

  love, your love.

  love, your way.

  lower.

  lying in the mirror.

  m.

  maintaining peace I.

  maintaining peace II.

  March 17th I.

  March 17th II.

  March 17th III.

  March 17th IV.

  March 17th IX.

  March 17th V.

  March 17th VI.

  March 17th VII.

  March 17th VIII.

  March 17th X.

  March 23rd.

  March 25th.

  March 26th.

  march, scream, fight.

  Marie.

  mating souls 7:22.

  mature men.

  me, you.

  memory museum.

  mid-December lesson.

  mind, the enemy.

  mobile distractions.

  mold.

  Monday after 6.

  more aqua.

  more lessons.

  more reading, more peace.

  more substance, more life.

  more than stars.

  more you, mighty.

  more, most.

  moving on, self-love.

  much for nothing.

  much more.

  my response I.

  my response II.

  my response III.

  n.

  never anything more.

  never felt like home.

  never, nowhere.

  newfound.

  no courage.

  no end.

  no longer.

  no love near death.

  no restriction.

  no shame on the broken.

  no solutions.

  no space.

  no start.

  no suffering.

  no.

  no. 1 in April.

  no. 2 in April.

  noncombative.

  none.

  not a victim, victor.

  not adequate.

  November ’13.

  o.

  observations in sin city.

  OCD I.

  OCD II.

  oh, shy soul.

  on your own, within.

  one-sided vow.

  ongoing.

  our ending, new beginnings.

  outgoing, introvert.

  over all else.

  overdone, exhausting.

  p.

  painful conclusion.

  Plath.

  positionibus.

  potion.

  profess, encourage.

  pure strength.

  pursuing nothing.

  q.

  quaestio.

  quiet.

  r.

  Raymond’s literary grave.

  read, lover.

  reality says.

  remember before.

  removing you.

  retain.

  retrieve self.

  revive.

  royal.

  s.

  sad melodies.

  searching the emptiness.

  searching the wrong place.

  seeds that grow.

  sex, poetry in motion.

  sharp.

  she, godly.

  she, in wonderland.

  she, you, woman.

  sick day.

  silent night.

  silent night.

  sine sensu.

  small and great.

  soft light.

  someone, searching for you.

  sometimes, the silence.

  spectrum.

  spem.

  spring.

  standing in truth.

  starlit.

  start here, with self.

  staying in tonight.

  steel curtain.

  stillness.

  strangers again, again.

  submerged, fighting.

  surviving oceans.

  t.

  takes time sometimes.

  tender beginnings.

  text ignored, no response I.

  text ignored, no response II.

  the ability.

  the after.

  the anti.

  the becoming.

  the better.

  the bookstores.

  the bridge.

  the broken meet the broken.

  the carving of.

  the changes, it’s over.

  the choice.

  the city of sin.

  the coffee shops.

  the cold.

  the craving.

  the days.

  the depth.

  the empty and blissful.

  the failure.

  the false remains.

  the fight.

  the finish.

  the further.

  the hurting of self.

  the internet.

  the introversion.

  the levels.

  the lies.

  the lonely ones.

  the love you deserve.

  the love you desire.

  the mental freedom.

  the mourning of.

  the mundane.

  the never-ending never.

  the next morning.

  the night is coming.

  the nights.

  the optimism and delight.

  the problem.

  the questions I.

  the questions II.

  the questions III.

  the reader.

  the realization.

  the return.

  the roses.

  the silent.

  the slow burning of regret.

  the social media.

  the sorrow.

  the terror.

  the thought.

  the tights you wear.

  the trying.

  the unconditional.

  the women.

  the wrong mate I.

  the wrong mate II.

  the wrong, the negative.

  this love of self.
/>   to our seeds.

  to the root.

  too long, the distance.

  transformations.

  truly.

  tussle.

  twenty 2.

  u.

  uncontrollable.

  untitled I.

  untitled II.

  untold tale.

  unwanted.

  v.

  valued.

  vex.

  w.

  wanting, afraid.

  wasn’t ready.

  we, like flowers.

  weak critique.

  wearing masks.

  wet walls.

  whatever helps.

  when night falls.

  when together.

  why i write.

  winter within.

  with the absence of you.

  withdrawn but progressive.

  wounds.

  y.

  you haunt the devil.

  you live in these words.

  you were allowed.

  you, a delight.

  you, royal.

  you, your heart.

  you’re not worthy.

  your own reflection.

  yours truly.

  z.

  zero explanation.

  a beautiful composition of broken

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